Why I pay the subscription

I am sitting in the reading room of the London Library, a place to which I often retreat when I have an afternoon in London. The room where laptops are encouraged is lined with reference works in various languages, and when I looked to my right I saw that I was next to a 24 volume biographical dictionary of notable Swedes, published from 1857 onwards. Before that is a five volume biographical dictionary in Dutch. I wouldn’t like to make a comparison between the self-iportance of the two countries based on that: the dutch volumes are very much larger. But this is the sort of wonderfully arcane resource that makes actual liraries worthwhile. No one is ever going to scan in those things or put them on the net.

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Longer Rowan Williams

(run through a scanner, darkly: particularly horribly phrases highlighted. Page references lost in translation. )

Dialogue goes on because of a trust that recognition will be possible. And acknowledging that misrecognition happens is part of the fuel of continuing the process; acknowledging that I misspeak myself prompts me to allow time for the probing of another’s misspeaking. To assume that the words I am confronted with represent systematic coherence is to treat the words of another as if they were indeed the mathematical formulae of the world outside of which freedom and discourse stand.

Dear Rowan, I promise never to assume that your words represent systematic coherence.

One of the most serious mistakes we could possibly make in reading Dostoevsky is to suppose that his fundamental position is individualistic, simply because of his passionate opposition to determinism. Freedom is formally the capacity of the will to locate and define itself, and, as we have repeatedly seen, it can be used arbitrarily, reactively self-defensively and oppressively. But what all these uses have in common is that they lead to one or another kind of death. They all forget the basic insight that freedom is most clearly seen in language, in the capacity of human agents to go beyond either mere reaction to or reproduction of the world of material stimuli; and if this is the case, freedom is inevitably bound to time and exchange, since language is unthinkable without these. So in stressing equally the central human significance of both freedom and dialogue, Dostoevsky’s fiction steadily pushes back against a view of freedom which considers the arbitrary as the essential—and also against a view of dialogue which sees it as an adjunct to the dramatic encounters of fixed characters. The other—the speaking other—becomes the condition of any freedom that is more than an exercise of the will for its own sake. That kind of exercise, Dostoevsky implies, is fatal to freedom itself in the long run, as it confines freedom to a self-limited world which ultimately collapses upon itself. Freedom as detachment or freedom as self-assertion will equally lead away from language, toward the silence of nonrecognition.

God forbid that it should be expressed in action.

Aaargh. I can’t go on. There is something horrible about such wilful opacity: it’s not as if he is trying to be boring; nor even that he has nothing to say. But he dare not say it. There are two important points being made in this book: the first is that everyone should read Dostoevsky, and the second that religion is about the stories we live inside. Neither is original, but it would have done some good if the Archbishop of Canterbury had come out and made them clearly, as he might have done. Instead he wraps them in a book about the importance of dialogue which takes no account whatever of the presence of a reader.

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Shorter Rowan Williams

You are what you waffle

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Displacement activity

In the last week I have been trying to start up a potentially important web site; get two, perhaps three, long radio programmes going; write two columns; review Rowan Williams’ book on Dostoevski; organise a page of collected reviews for the Swedish book; start the next book, which also involves getting a big Granta piece going that must be finished before the middle of October … so I have not been blogging all the witty little aperçus you may be expecting. Instead, I bought a bicycle. That won’t be delivered until Monday. So now I am going to bed with Rowan Williams.

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Chrome

I’m obviously going to try the new Google browser, Chrome, when it comes out. But there are two three things to note. The first is that it seems to me a further instance of Norwegian world domination: it is based on Apple’s Webkit, which is in turn based on the KHTML part, which is in turn based on Trolltech’s Qt toolkit. This is bad news for another bunch of Norwegians, at Opera, but it it’s still true that the most advanced browsers on the planet from the Oslo or thereabouts.

This was obviously a browser built by very smart people, which brings me to the second point. Google’s publicity material for it is mostly in the form of a comic book. Is this really the future of literacy? Do smart young people find reading plain print so hard?

Thirdly, although the broswer has a “porn mode” concealing all your tracks from the operating system and from other users of the same computers, I will bet everything I own that it has no way of disabling Google’s tracking of users, which makes thier database even more valuable.

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Lost knowledge

Of which British 20th Century figure was its said by an American onlooker that his misfortune was that “He was born a Roman and died an Italian”? It could have been Churchill or possibly Keynes, though I think that Keynes died too early for the full weight of the lash to fall. But the phrase is not in Google and I need it for a piece I am writing. Though, of course, if you have lived this long from the days of the empire, you are in danger, though born Roman, of dying a Romanian. I wouldn’t like to claim Italian levels of civilisation for modern England.

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Nature notes

I went out for a long, new walk yesterday — after living here for nearly twelve years there was still a path out of town past the football ground that I had never explored and that I only discovered by looking at an Ordnance Survey map. It led up to an unusually deserted stretch of downland, from which it was possible to see right across the valley to the giant hangar at Duxford. More interesting, though, was a buzzard hunting very high over the stubble, wheeling and almost hovering and a kestrel hunting very low and fast across some grass at about waist height.

By this great view, the path led past a wooden bench in very good condition, rather like the ones you find in parks, dedicated to the memory of someone who loved to sit there. This one, though, was two miles from the nearest road. Someone had taken a lot of care and trouble to place it there. There was a metal plaque on it, greatly weathered. The date was indecipherable, but the words above were “Happy Birthday — –, with love from — –” and I recognised the names — in one case most unusual — of two friends of ours whose divorce should come through any day now.

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A wonderful tombstone

I was emptying my camera card today and came across these two pictures: front and back of a gravestone in Strethall Church (which itself is rather wonderful, dating back to around 900AD). Here is the Major-General’s daughter:

Jane Patience Cameron Adams, MBE

And this is what she put on the back of her tombstone:

And give a stranded jellyfish a push back to the sea

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Spectator Review

An amusing review in this week’s Spectator, with one quote that’s going straight onto the paperback cover: “as perceptive as Bill Bryson—and, often, just as funny”

I will make a page of reviews tomorrow.

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That speech

I swear I heard Obama say that the essence of America was “Hoping for a better future round the bend”.

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